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Monday, April 02, 2007

today is not really a day for me. A-cappella practise supposed to meet up at two but was late, nvm had a new member today, name-bing cheng, hight-very tall, looks-better looking then me like duh(i'm the most ugly one anyway), chara-onli know him for less then 24 hr, voice-very nice, way of singing-better then me tat for sure. ok tat all i know abt him for nw i think.

Anyway i said something without thinking like always, sometime i really want to think wat is under my skull, izzit empty or pea size brain is inside tat y i always say things without thinking. OR CAN I EVEN THINK. ARGGGG, wat the hell is wrong with me, nv the once would i not be scoulded, during practise a lot had happened tat let me realise how useless am i in being a student leader and wat a loser i am. infront of everyone i said we will be better then the first TAS group and tat i will change, then xiang yi said:"knowing him for 5 years he nv change even if he says tat." i was very upsad but who am i kidding she's rite, for 5 years nw everytime i say i will change but did i..... NO... so who to blame for me being upsad...her or me... like duh ofcoz it me. If i have changed she would not have said tat.

Haiz

After the practise we played basketball n capt ball, wasn't enjoying myself really, dun have the mood. after the game joanna, beverly, bing cheng, xiang yi n me went off, i was tickling bing cheng and he said one thing tat i hated most so i end up keeping my mouth shut, but come to think of it, first he onli know me for less then 24 hr, is not like he know me forever, so how could he have know wat i hated(slap my face), second he was only joking, everyone there would have know, y am i so pissed abt it(slap my face again).COLIN HE IS NOT A GOD YOU KNOW, IT NOT LIKE HE CAN READ YOUR MIND AND KNOW WAT YOU LIKE AND DUN LIKE, GEEZ.(slap my face once again real hard).

Haiz

reach home hurry send msg to my group for their email again coz i realise i lost it or someone throw it away(likely to be i have lost it).coz i need to send a email with everyone's infor in it to everyone, and i wrote a short msg in the email also, wat i wrote it for me to know and for no one to find out. call up a few of them coz they nv reply. was really pissed with myself already, but when bing cheng reply my call n we tok on the phone i got even more pissed with myself(adding on my father was getting on my nerve). not going to say wat did the both of us said, AHHHHH(banging my head on the wall)

haiz dun wan to say anymore, still got things to do.

In concluesion, i = nth(y am i not surprised)

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