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Friday, July 01, 2005

nw our sch have this focus studies for all sec 4 n 5...... everyday must stay back till 5 then can go so sian inside but is for our own good lor n n o level coming so bo pian..... nvm then onli left with 5 weeks before prilme come.... haiz... nw me n my 'father'(meaning no longer my father) don't tok to each other.... jus becoz he don't like me to be a buddist(wrong spelling don't know how to spell) jus becoz of tat... our father n son relationship is finish.... is not i wan ... is he ask for it.... the day i quarrel with him... he went out to drink.... then got himself drunk... cannot come back... frenz wan to help him he don't wan.....still nvm wat i don't like is he still wan to beat them up for helping him.... hello wat is he thinking... then have to trouble my uncle to go down n accompany him the whole night.... tat one thing... he goes around telling people tat my mother is not doing her job as a wife.... my foot... he himself had not being doing his job as a husband also lor..... i told my mother abt it.... n she cry.... SHE CRY FOR SOMEONE LIKE HIM.... n tat hurt me alot coz he is the one who coz my mother to work to suffer like hell...

he think he can do everything.... telling everyone tat.... shit him.... he can't even pay for the telephone bill n other bill.... is my mother tat is the one tat pay lor.... how can he do tat to my mother.... i don't like him anymore the father i know is gone... long ago.... gone... i nv call him father again... nv not untill he change ...... n tat will nv happen.... nw he every nite go out n drink then come back onli the next day morning.... i cannot stand him anymore... u can say i'm being a very unfaithful son.... but i don't care coz he is being a unfaithful husband to my mother.... i hate him...haiz don't wan to tok abt him anymore he n me had nth to do anymore.........

let jus hope tat this does not affact my studies.... i still wan to go sec 5 one... to take my o level...haiz... someone help me... pls help me... think tat all bye bye... c ya

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