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Thursday, August 17, 2006
blogged @6:17 PM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
i read her blog.... i feel hurt.... i give up my time with my frenz and brothers to be with her... to make her happy.... but however in her blog she say she dun feel it... then wat was i doing all this while..... i did my best to change myself.... i know it my fault when she is angry... but i dun wish to make things worse..... so i asked..... i remember we both once said if we r unhappy with something tat one of us did..... we will say it out..... however.... she still keep things to herself... esp things like when she is not happy abt me.......
wat more she want me to do.... i had a life to live but i give it up for her...... wat more can i do...... i always try to find ways to be with her ... so she would't feel lonely... however..... there she write.... she cannot feel it....
me writing this... people will onli think is my fault for not being a very good boyfrenz...... i have give in all the time..... even when it not my fault..... but if seem not enough...... she say hui xuan and shawn r sweet to their bf and gf.... so i'm not good enough for you...... i do admit mistake tat i make... i did try my best to change..... no matter how tired i am... how weak i am... i always try to change myself.....you sometime say things tat hurt my feeling without knowing... but i keep it to myself.....coz i know if i say it out we both will be fighting over it....
sometime the way you treat my frenz i find it very hard to take it.... but still i nv say anything.... coz once i say something abt it your face will totally change like it my fault..... then you will not tok to me......it happened before.... i end up being the hard one... one side i scare not happy the other side i'm scare being upsad.... have you think of tat..... you r making tihngs hard for me you know
i feel weak and tired.....i really dun know wat to do already... a lot feeling you rather tell hui xuan then me... then hui xuan come looking for me and tell me things tat i dun know but she know... this make me feel like... i dun know... i jus feel hurt....
really wat you wan me to do... i had try best... and yet you say you can't feel it.... must i really be like hui xuan and shawn..... i'm not them you know.....
blogged @1:08 AM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
this entry is for a number of person who is always there for me.... thank you all for helpping me so much... love you guys...... i had nv been a gd frenz or brother but i still try to change for the best ... really... i'm slow in everything... hope you all can forgive me for tat....
i really don't know wat to say to you all....... however... i really hope we can forever be toghther.... you guy really help me a lot but i haven really do much for you all..... but i wan you all to know tat all your help are not wasted.... i really thank you all for every single you have done for me.......
thank you all.... really thank you .. love you guys
blogged @7:55 PM
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12 march 1989
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