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Sunday, April 30, 2006
the washing and drying of my shirt took like 2 hours... so long.. wait untill so long. thank god shawn was around to keep me accompany. after which he help me carry the shirt home... it was two big load you know. so heavy.... the moment i reach home i throw the shirt on my bed untill now i still have not keep it.. later must keep liao if not sister will scold me.
all because of me, shawn get scolding by his mother don't know how many time already you know. haiz my fault.......o well..... then i went to play maple with my brother(my god brother but i treat as close as my real brother)*NOT GLEN OK* but he say something that make me very angry.... haiz i don't blame him i was at wrong also.... i was angry cause he say things without thinking. you all must be thinking then i so angry for what..... well cause i treat him as my brother. and i care for him... other then one other person... he is the next one i care about... haiz these few weeks too many things happened.. my temper also very bad... i shouted at one of my junior one week ago... it was my fault la not his.... sorry about that.... i also had a fight with my sister .. i cried.... don't ask why.. it been very long since i last cried.
haiz my o level chinese is coming soon and so many things is happening... i sometime really cannot take it anymore... i feel like jump down and my life... but there is always somethings that stop me from doing tat... i don't know what... maybe is my family, maybe is my friends, maybe is my brother or her. i don't know too many things to think very painful.there is too many trouble surrounding me... and i don't know who to talk to about it ... cause no one understand me. why do i have to face this kind of things i'm jus 17 can't i just live like a normal 17....
sometime i really wonder why i am here. is there a purpose for me to be here. god please tell me i cannot take it anymore. i'm not like who i am anymore, i like sad songs more then happy songs, i like sad things more then happy things and i think of sad things more then happy things. what is going on.....having to live in a family that there is no love is already very hurtful... why izzit there is no one to help me...
look like no one can help me bye bye
blogged @9:05 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
today very boring, rite after school we have extra lesson from 1230 to 2 doing chinese paper 1. that still ok, what worse was i have to stay for one more hour for chinese while others can go home... so sick man. o well my chinses suck like hell no choice. after my chinese lesson i when over to see my uncle. he met with an accident when he was working now in the hospital (NUH).
we were all very worried cause his intestin*spell wrongly* was badly damaged..... have to go through four operation..... ouch tat hurt alot man. he have to be more careful man. my mum and i took the train.... didn't want to take the bus we had our lesson for taking the bus. it was a terrible ride.... don't ask.. i almost get sick for the taking the bus.
when we reach there my other uncle and aunt are all there. we were talking and joking..... you must be thinking wow.... uncle in hospital still can joke around... haha .. he now ok already .... recovering fast (i think) but anyway my sisters came and we went in to talk to my uncle. we were joking with him actually... but he cannot talk......... long story he can only talk after he gets well. don't ask y. i don't know. around 7 plus we went home. went back to play online game. nothing to do. some more tml have to wake up to go school... very tired one ok.
think thats all bye bye see ya(i'm trying not to use short form)
blogged @10:24 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
haiz my life is getting more n more boreding. o level coming soon haiz so stress... some more i'm sick... for three years liao nv recoved lor haiz.....two days ago i went ice skating with wen cong, arif, natalie and aisha. i saw hazel and her kor shawn and his brother also... you should have seen the way we skate very funny lor. then hazel don't dare to skate by herself so funny.... tat day got a lot of people lor.... skate until the ice melt... really lor the whole ice skating ring was fill with water, once you fall down you will get wet. natalie very funny lor she don't know how to skate so she fall don't know how many time then her whole bady was wet..... then wen cong he very smart he get it very fast but however he fall and hurt himself...... ouch. it was fun but i hurt my arm very badly i was skating when suddenly a person jus came out of no where lor i fall on my arm. at that time i can feel my bone went out of place lor ouch i though i dislocated my arm lor so scary... haiz tml cannot do pft liao....haha.... o well oc finish liao yeah so happy.....cross country also over oready , nv win anything but nvm i enjoyed myself.....ct 2 coming liao so sian... this time must study very hard coz this ct 2 test us our pass year work..... die... ahhhhh.... feel like crying.... haiz
so tired lor.... so many thing to do n think how i wish my life would be a easy one. too bad.. ok la think i gtg liao.... i need help with my work joanne zh help me can ok :) thank you bb cya
blogged @6:08 PM
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