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	blog entries Tuesday, March 21, 2006 today i am so bored lor haiz nth to do... not nth to do la, got hw to do but very sian to do it lor... don't know y today mood swing... (not onli gal have mood swing ok) now in the council room later doing my hw here before i go home. nw like everyone very busy lor, not onli coz school but oc(opening ceremony) as well. haiz can die lor i tell you.yu jing, jun yang, hakim and everyone else also. all so busy haiz can die lor. DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! there is more today ask the class about the class t shirt, they hor very wat lor, ask them would reply one.. so angry with them.. then they last minute wan to change this and tat... ah feel like killing them.. kidding not so stupid.. then ytd also very sian choir end 1 hour later hahaha. we have firming crew from ouside to come firm the choir for the oc... so stupid lor nv tell us before hand... make us so ma lu..... ah.... then after tat i when to cwp to have my dinner... then went over to my frenz house to do homework.... guess wat my frenz cat almost kill one bird lor.. luckly i save the bird.... nw the bird at my house..... doing well haha think should be ok la got a broken leg going to take it to the pet hospital in singapore if there is any.... haiz wat to do nw i very sian lor..... my common test for this time very very badly done i fail everything but my chinese..."cool" rite haha.... the rest i fail like 1 to 2 mark onli lor... haiz... must study hard this year o lvl cannot play play liao... haiz ok la don't say liao bye bye....... blogged @4:15 PM Wednesday, March 15, 2006 i read her blog today .... and i realised something . i was very bad, becoz of me . she was sad and confused.... it was me who bring her all this misery. i feel so bad, so irresponsible, so uncaring toward her. she gave me so many chances and i nv treasure it. how could i, wat have i done. after reading her blog, i asked her on msn weather am i tat bad , and she say. at that point of time i feel like crying. i'm being the one tat been causing her to waste so much time on me. we have break up for the thrid time. nw i understand really understand, but it too late. don't think she will ever wan to give me another chance. but i don't know y,whenever i c her with guy, so happy i feel weird, not rite like jealous, jealous of that some one, i will feel angry and not happy. every year, every time we spend together, it give a feeling tat i wan her, i need her, i love her. but nw it all too late, i cannot blame any other people but myself. i hope to have one last chance, this is my last year in this school, the last thing i wan is to leave a bad memorise for her before i go. wat can i do nw. think is to spend more time with her. to try to build our relationship once again. i have to learn to be a more responsible person n not being cold toward her anymore.my dear i'm sry, one last chance pls. blogged @12:22 AM				Time aboutme 19 years old 12 march 1989 LIKES My friends My mother, sisters and brothers reading books(horror stories) ice skating swimming bowling eating sleeping making friends. etc HATES Things that normal people hates 小强 THINGS I WAN Room of my own More money Get out of the house Nitendo DS light PS3 Better studies tagboard MUSIC archives March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 October 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 links Alan Alton Edwin Hidhir KaiXian Jeanette JiaJun Jia Ling Jia Ning Joanna Tan Joanne Photo Shop Renfred Shaun Sheng Ming Stanley Suria Tavin Wei Jian Wei Ler Wen Cong Xiangyi Zhen Hong Zuyou credits aethereality morguefile the5thmuse hybrid-genesis charm` victoria