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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

today really not my day.... i cry cause of wat happen yesterday... i still cannot take it tat i break up with her just like tat... hiaz.. everyone was like so concern when i cry cause of what happen... and i really thank you all for it ... sry for all the trouble... the most stupid thing i did was i cut myself again. six time in a row... nw red red one.... but when i cut... like no feeling one. hiaz.... then just now went home and went back to school again to look for them.... still not very happy about it. the uncle in blue at our school gate was like chasing me out of my school you know... but cannot blame him he just doing his job cause i never wear school uniform lol...

now i'm ok already.. feeling much better... don't know how is she now... izzit still sad or have she get over it already.... i have not i can tell you... but who can i blame but me... i was the one who ask for it .... once again sorry guys for all the trouble.... and most importantly a never ending sry to her for wat i have cause her for the pass 2 plus 3 years. if it not for me she would not have suffer this much. i was not me the whole day .... is tat good or bad... ??? maybe gd for other people cause i nv disturb them. may be this should be the way ... i don't i know.... should i still be myself or change so everyone will not be disturb by me anymore...

recently i have this person coming to my blog scolding me add me in msn with the nick "COLIN CHIAM YOU SUCK"some thing like tat i don't know who is tat.. and wat have i done to tat person to be so angry with me.... don't know wat with tat person. i'm so pissed with tat person... if he or she wan can jus come rite up to me and tell me in my face and not hide like tat and scold me like tat... this show how much he or she onli have the guts to say it on net and not face to face... he or she don't even dare to tell me his or her name. omg haiz don't know and don't care but if this contiune i may just call up the police and report it .

well enough already... tml poa still have not study for it die... so gonna fail it haiz... bye bye

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12 march 1989

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